Color Key: Pink - Complete! (Watched all episodes.)
                    Red - Watching... (Watched some already, need to finish.)
                    Lilac - Known (Researched, interested.)
                    Blue - Unsure.. (Little to no research, vague interest.)
                    Default - Unknown? (No research, unconfirmed interest.)

Watch List
star ocean ex
haibane renmei
fullmetal alchemist
metropolis (movie)
my neighbor totoro (movie)
spirited away (movie)
serial experiments lain (left off... Ep?)
rozen maiden (left of... Season 2 Ep?)
candy candy (left off... Ep?)
bleach (left off... Season 3-4? Ep?)
naruto (left off... Season ? Ep?)
count and fairy (left off... Ep?)
fushigi yuugi (left off... Ep?)
rune soldier (left off... Ep?)
inuyasha (random Eps)
flcl (random Eps)
trinity blood (random Eps)
ranma 1/2
makai senki disgaea
d.gray-man
gintama
claymore
hayate the combat butler
bleach the sealed sword frenzy
romeoxjuliet
baccano!
sayonara zetsubou sensei
patalliro saiyuki!
saint october
mushrambo
betterman
tenshi na konamaiki
toward the terra
kyo kara maoh!
capricorn (&ova)
mon colle knights
le chevalier D'Eon

I relate to this song a lot, as I've lost any chance with love thanks to being a weirdo.
"Creep" by Radiohead.
Forget the video, just the lyrics will do. It looked like a crappy live anyway..
Plus he's not exactly clear with all he says.
I used to listen to this often, kinda brings me back.
Not that I'd want to be brought back to any time in the past... or the future, or present.
( I wish I was special. You're so very special... )

Yes! There are more of these. I'll find more to add later. >>;
( AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! )

Waaah! LiveJournal, my browser, my fingers!! I hate you all. TAT
I just made a huge ass rant about how the Star Ocean EX series went, since I finally finished it after these years!
I went to type something, then it refreshed my page. *pounds desk* ..Why didn't I use a textpad?!
That's it! No, I'm not rewriting it again. It's not like anyone wants to read it. God...
Only 26 eps but I wanted to make it last so I finally finished it in about.. 6 years, more or less. lmao...
That writing was ALL about that, ALL about it. Geeh...

Here, watch it for yourself. But you'll have to watch the first episode on youtube.. or something.
These are from veoh.

Star Ocean EX EP 2-26

*ahem* Btw, excuse that I said up there.
I'm sure it doesn't make the series much more interesting for those who haven't seen it... *huff* >_< For your information I'm more mad about how my rant was deleted than how the series ended. In fact, I'm glad my rant was deleted! Now no one has to hear me complain and I got distracted from the ending I didn't like that much. Hah...
But.. my general opinion is, I loved the series but they could have done more work. Spent more time, effort and money and maybe made a movie, second season or at least 30 eps in total?

....

*shakes fist at livejournal and my browser, then fails to shake my fist at my fingers*

*trembles with the angry fanboy angst of death*

*highlight below for spoiler*

The ending is a total cliff hanger..

But not a bad ending.

I won't say anymore.

*spoiler end*

I'm now going to laugh my head off, HAHAHA! Still wondering if it's out of confusion, frustration, anger, or that I'm so sick that I'm actually amused with the irony of this situation.. (And you thought that rant about the PSP game was overreacting.. tsk, tsk. Time to find more distractions..)
 

So I decided to look up the band Modest Mouse after hearing that other song... I wonder why their original videos are always disabled to embed from youtube? Oh well, don't be lazy. Click on the link!

You tell me what you saw, and I'll tell you what you missed;
When the ocean met the sky.

This song really gets to me, after watching it twice I cried. Symbolism is truly a beautiful thing..
But the tears of knowing a feeling or understanding, is much less damage than what I've cried for before..It reminds me of a girl who reminds me of the ocean, and the video reminds me of how I don't have a father.Poor kid.. still, a wonderful philosophical theme reaches out to me. Probably why I watched Haibane Renmei before too.

More on the philosophy:
It's sadness, happiness and learning to understand life and death in a nutshell.
I believe the crow which is injured, then healed, then dies.. is the man also representing the boy's dead father?Or a person to make up for his father, since he only has a mother and attempts to play catch with a scarecrow in the begining.
As well as near the end, you'll see him take the shoebox with the dead crow to a field of crosses/graves, and the band appears in animals suits. As if they're representing multiple animals the boy has tried to replace his father with.
*sniffs.. coughs, looks away* <_<

Light, your ideals are so stupid..
But videos of you screaming senselessly are so damn amusing. >w<

( You knew I'd be back... )

More quizzes, old from my back ups.. but recent enough.

Lyude You scored 51% aggressiveness and 85% emotionality!

Lyude is a conscientious officer in the military. He is very loyal to the Empire, being born into a prestigious family and all, but he just can't go against his ideals no matter what. Alas, he has disgraced his family's name by refusing to kill innocents for the Empire. He is definitely one of the most, if not THE most emotional character in the game, and is a little aggressive at times as well. Don't worry, he still has some very awesome, powerful attacks. So, if you scored this character (as is obviously the case), that means you probably wouldn't pick a fight, but you wouldn't back down from something you firmly believe in, either. Just be careful not to let your emotions rule you.

Personality defect quiz

Emo Kid You are 28% Rational, 28% Extroverted, 28% Brutal, and 42% Arrogant.

You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. (And Jesus almost never pukes, being immortal and not requiring an act of puke to dispell toxins from his corporeal manifestation.) If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being that go something like this: life is a spike / upon which i have impaled mysefl / fuck you dad So, your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underconfident in yourself, decidely lacking in any rational thought, and also a bit too inhibited. Plus, your poetry really upsets your father. I probably made you cry, didn't I? Fucking Emo Kid. To put it less negatively: 1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational. 2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted. 3. You are more GENTLE than brutal. 4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant. Compatibility: Your exact opposite is the Smartass. Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hippie, the Televangelist, and the Starving Artist. * * If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits. The other personality types: The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. Be sure to take my Sublime Philosophical Crap Test if you are interested in taking a slightly more intellectual test that has just as many insane ramblings as this one does!

Survivor 67 Killer, 78 Survivalist, 64 Leader, 84 Chance of Living

Good job, you may have what it takes to survive. You make rational decisions like the guys in the movies. Well, the ones that live at the end of the movie.

Decided to add some more quizzes. Just randomly..
One from the FF Fan site, Bored Quiz and a bunch from TheOtaku.

Most likely I'm going to take a ton of quizzes because everyone here is sleeping...
Then I'll pass out when they wake up, since I haven't been sleeping well lately. =3=
Plus walking a lot, missing the bus, then walking back.. so tired.
Luckily, my brain is all that's needed for quizzes. Everything else is sore.


You are... Vivi Ornitier from Final Fantasy IX.
You are naive and curious.


Which Final Fantasy Character Are You?


You are a Pikachu. You are round, short and stocky; but you are very cute and adorable.
People like you a lot. You're more interested in mind games.
You can easily discern how they feel by just looking at them.
You like fruits a lot; and although you like sweets too, you are not a glutton.


Take What Pokemon are you?
Fun Polls by Bored Quiz


You are Eevee! Cuddly and curious, you're a little bundle of fun.
Everyone can't help loving you, but you're a little too timid.
Get out there and explore the world!


What Eevee Evolution Are You?
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You are Candace. Chances are you are very shy.
But you weren't always like that, were you?
Anyways, you're great at sewing & fashion interests you.


What Harvest Moon Girl Are You?
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You are a Clavat. You have high defense and are not easily defeated.
You do best with a sword or scythe in hand.


Which FFCC Character Are You?
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You are... Hideki Motosuwa. Stressed, kind and hopeful.


Which Chobits Character Are You?
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You are Marth, Ike, or Roy. You're someone from the fire emblem trio!
You are very prince-ly and heroic person.
You are a master of the sword, and good at strategizing.


Which SSB Character Would You Be?
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You are a WaveMaster.
You are the one that people look to for healing and support.
You are timid and tend to rely on others to defend you.
But you are also a very kind person who values people's kindness above all else.


What .hack Class Are You?
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You are Riku.
You are affectionate, protective, and light-hearted;
A perfect novice chevalier.


What Chevalier Are You?
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You are in the 4th Squad... Kind, caring and friendly.
Prefering to help others than to fight, you would fare best in 4th division...


What Division Are You In?
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Your personality quirk is depression.
A state of intense sadness or despair that has advanced to the point of
being disruptive to an indiviual's social functioning and/or activities of
daily living. It often shows distorted thinking. Everything looks bleak
and extremely negative views are held. Trapped in pessimism,
problems are obsessed over, and blown out of proportion.


What's Your Personality Quirk?
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Your anime hair color is green.
You are soft spoken yet strong and
you have a lot of passion and justice in your heart.

What Is Your Anime Hair Colour?
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You are Yu Kanda. You're easily angered, rude, cold, easil annoyed,
smart, and dislike many things. It takes awhile before you warm up
to people, and talk about yourself.


What D.Gray-man Character Are You?
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